2 more weeks, Loverboy.

I didn't register for plates or bowls, cuz i'm saving up for theeese. Adam also just told me someone dropped by with this wedding gift. cute!

Today...in numbers

Hours 'til I get to go home: 2
Annoying recording/sales calls at work: 4
Times i've wanted to smash the phone into the wall: 4
Hours I slept last night: 8....wow....
Times i've wanted to vomit: 4
Allergy pills taken today: Zipo!

Dove chocolates eaten: 3

Number of regrets : 3

Calories consumed: 210 + 50 + 330 + 120 + 10 = 720. EEK!
Calories allowed to consume the rest of the day: 5
Pounds needed to lose so I don't look like bloated hefer in my wedding dress: 5
Days until the wedding: 20 DOUBLE EEK!

I cried myself a river, then floated down it.

Yesterday was one of those days. I cried and cried. At work I answered the phones with tears in my eyes and stared at a blurry computer screen all day.
In attempt to cover the red saucer-sized blotches around my eyes, I decided to use half a tube of concealer on my face, but ended up looking somewhat like a transvestite.[Kinda like times when you put make-up on at Lake Powell, and end up looking like a wax figure.]
Very unattractive slash creepy.
I was able to look semi-female-ish before I left down to Salt Lake to go to a BBQ. Well, I get there and the first two people I see say to me, "WOW-what's wrong with your eye?!" and, "WOW-somebody's tired!"
Gee thanks. I'm sure you're on the pill too.
So after the party, we head over to Adam's house. Amanda comes home from work and starts crying. As every female specimen knows, this just gives me more reason to cry and I start sobbing too. I went to bed with raw eyelids and a puffy face. It was unpleasant, but I woke up to Adam kissing my cheek and I felt so much better.
Today is like the calm AFTER the storm-just little puppy wimpers here and there. I just want to crawl in a bed with the AC blasting and watch some quality reality TV. And eat carbs. Lots of carbs.

sohomode. These clothes remind me of something Juliette Binoche would have worn in Chocolat, one of my favorite movies. Vintage inspired clothing for the modern eccentric.

...ooh lala.

I would only speak french while wearing these gems.

<---------------------------------What's on the reader?!

Some new/no-so-new faves that have some delicious eye candy ;)

New 'do.

And I LOVE It. Katie, I know you don't read my blog, put you are a genius with those skizzers.
This post was SUPPOSED TO be some teasers from our engagement shoot, but the darn buggers won't upload to this computer. Argg.... STAY TUNED.

I had a small anxiety slash wedding jitters attack the other night. My mom wanted me to make shower cupcakes WHILE picking my engagement pics WHILE doing laundry WHILE picking out songs for our wedding. My chest got all hot and I went upstairs and cried for 7 seconds. I cleaned my room, took a shower, an allergy pill, and read some scrips. 5 minutes later I was out like a fat kid in dodgeball.

I woke up feeling SO much better. I realized how much I have to look forward to, and started appreciating all the GOOD in my life. Starting with the small things. Like HER.

Chloe. My little Snuggle Nugget.

Chloe is a result of watching a little too much Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory. She is pretty much tied with Adam when it comes to the best thing that has ever happened to me. Ha.

Monday night was So.Much.Fun. There is nothing I love better than being surrounded by my closest friends and family. I fell in Love with Adam all over again after watching him do the Haka. Sigh.....Thank you Mikki for hosting such a WONDERFUL Luau Engagement party for me and Adam. I am so grateful to have you and your keiki's in my life. Mahalo. Mahalo. Mahalo.

I wish I may, I wish I might,

Have that headboard, those pillows,ooooOOOOOOOO

)))00000000000000000000and LIGHT ;)

4th.

GOD BLESS AMERICA.

Casey

Happy Birthday Casey.

Hope your big day is as awesome as these photos.

For the Love of Dove

So I think I make atLEAST one list a day--usually a 'to do' list, or a 'packing list' (even for overnighters...I know, weird) and sometimes what I eat. No, I do not have an eating disorder--I am just very vIsUaL, and it helps me SEE what exactly i'm missing in my diet and the things that could be-oh, I dunno, kicked OUT of my diet. Like the dove chocolates that sit in front of me at eye level every day at work...oohhh....you little buggerzzz.....
So this was my list yesterday:

(and for all you tree huggers....yes, my water bottle was refilled)

FYI, I pride myself whenever I leave work without tasting one of those Doves and their chocolatey good-ness. I mean, half of the greatness comes from the message inside the wrapper--the other day I got one that said, "Think of every day as a Sunday". I mean, HOw GREAt Is THAt!!??